It was 4pm. I faced the mirror and I kinda liked what I saw. = ) I was wearing pink floral skirt, white blouse and a pair of white flip flops. I’ve put some sun block on my face, a bit of blush-on and a lip gloss. All set! I could not wait to see my date!
At the seashore, the sun was still visible, but no longer smoldering. I can feel the warm ocean breeze brushed through my face. The horizon was all blue, so fresh. From afar, I saw my date shining! He was wearing green board shorts (which complemented my pink skirt), a white t-shirt and slippers. He immediately noticed me. He smiled. I bet He was the coolest and the finest looking guy in the whole universe.
He walked towards me and reached out His hand towards mine. I was very nervous. He smiled again, and that was the sweetest smile I’ve ever seen in my entire life! Then He said,” Hi sweetie. “
I flashed my best smile ever. “Hi Lord!” = )
Then He said,”You look wonderful.”
I blushed then giggled. “Thanks Lord, and You too are very much astounding. = )
Then He said, “Come’ on, let’s begin to walk.
He told me to put our slippers off and just feel the fine sand under our feet. And then..
Jesus: How are you sweetie?
Ayi: I am doing great! You told me before 2009 ends, that You’ll do grand things in my life this year. And for the first quarter, I think You already made a blast to start it all off! Life’s getting better month after month, week after week, and day after day. I just couldn’t contain it! Whew!
Jesus: You liked it huh?
Ayi: I didn’t like it. = (
Jesus: What? You didn’t? But why?
Ayi: Because I super loved it Lord! Hahahaha!
Jesus: Corny. Hehe
Ayi: Hehe. The delight started when we had an inexplicable youth camp! I personally experienced the impact of Magnitude 12: City Shakers, Disciple Makers! It brought me to a much higher level of my relationship with You. That was so awesome! It made me desire to please and to love You more. = ) And once again, You have proven Yourself, that You are the God of new things! That You are not predictable. That You are full of brilliant surprises!
Jesus: Of course I am. If I am predictable, then I must be a boring god. But I’m NOT! My love, my mercies, and my revelations are fresh and brand new every morning! I always want to astonish my beloved ones.= )
Ayi: Yeah, I super duper agree with that Lord! Hehe! And You know what Lord? One of the best things happened during the first quarter of my life was my disciples got closer to me. I have no idea what did they eat, hehe. But I could already feel their love and sincerity. They were already calling me “mommy”! Aw. It really feels good. I could also sense their submission to You and to me as their discipler. That was my long-time prayer request, remember? And now, it came to pass. Thank You Lord! I felt that my leadership or shall we say mothering skills improved a lot. And it’s because of You of course. The bond, the unity, the cooperation and the teamwork were far beyond greater than before. We were already consistent in our devotions. And that’s a miracle! Hehe. You have placed the passion in their hearts to serve You more through their cell groups. Our relationship got deeper. My love for them got stronger. My care and understanding for them got wider. I miss them everyday of my life. They are my joy. = ) And guess what? I already have grand daughters! Hahaha!
Jesus: Sweetie, double your happiness, and that is what I feel now. = )
Ayi: *sigh* You are so incredible Lord! Even to what You have been doing to Soulchasers! It’s really remarkable! Our youthnet celebrations every month are always going upward! I could say that we are all maturing in terms of our purpose, goal, and vision. We are Soul Chasers; City Shakers; Disciple Makers! I love it. = )
Jesus: Yes! And I congratulate you for that. Job well done! Continue to make me proud. = )
Ayi: Here’s more! Hehe. Mommy’s getting even more anointed, in her sermon every Sunday, in our G12 meeting, and in every way. And Kuya Marco, I salute him for his dedication to his ministry. I’ve never seen him this serious. I miss bonding with my other 2 Kuyas. = ( But I’m pretty sure that You’re doing great in their lives. Mia Faith’s getting cuter and cuter, when will I see her in person Lord? Aljen’s getting healthier like me. Hehe. Daniel’s getting more interested about You. He loves Bible stories, hehe. How’s my Daddypot up there? Please whisper to him how much I miss him. = ( Hayy. How did he celebrate his birthday? Anyway, I love You Lord for loving my family. I am so blessed to be a part of it.
Jesus: = ) I adore your family sweetie. Just wait and see to what will I do more in the future. Your daddy’s doing fine here. He loves to sing! Hehe. I’ll just update him later, don’t you worry. = )
Ayi: Thank You Lord! And my words aren’t enough to express what I’m experiencing now. Like for instance, during my devotional time, my favorite part is every morning, after reading You Word, I would just find myself on my knees praying and crying because of Your presence. I love it! Super! And thank You for giving me a leveled-up worshipping heart! I learned to cry and pour out my heart to You with no reservations! I love it when I am raising my hands as high as I can, and if I am jumping til’ my foot aches, and if I’m singing til’ my throat twinges. And Lord, I just couldn’t comprehend every moment spent with You. Never been this close. Never been this happy in loving You Lord. *deep sigh*
Jesus: (He again flashed His million dollar smile, I melted.) That’s all?
Ayi: Yes Lord! I think that’s it! = )
Jesus: (His eyebrows rose) Hmm…But I do smell something fishy…
Ayi: You do? Of course Lord. We’re here in the seashore! You’ll truly smell the fishes! Hahaha! *big grin*
Jesus: Hahaha! Yeah right! Ehem. And how’s your heart doing? Huh?
Ayi: Ow. My heart? Uhmm. Lord I think, the sun’s about to set. I should prepare our dinner. *naughty smile*
Jesus: Hehe. Sweetie, you should guard your heart with all diligence. I’m not against you, admiring a person. In fact, I appreciate it. First of all, I just want you to savor the moment of your friendship. = ) My time is perfect, I know when, how and where, how many times will I say that? Don’t tell me that I didn’t warn you, ok? In fairness, I appreciate him also. = ) If he’s willing to wait, let him wait! You’re the princess, My princess. = ) He should first do his responsibilities. He should first ask Me, your King. = )
Ayi: Ooops. I really can’t hide something from You. Hehe. Yes Lord! I’ll watch my heart. I’ll hire a cute security guard! Hahaha! Yes Lord! Got it! = )
Jesus: I appreciate you for cracking jokes like that. Jokes that are super corny. Hahaha! Just kidding. But I love your bubbly personality. Hehe.
Jesus turned His splendid face towards the sea. The sky’s turning orange. The big sun was about to say goodbye. He inhaled and exhaled. I was just anxiously waiting.
Jesus: You know what Sweetie. My plan for your life is like the deep blue ocean. Immeasurable. You can’t perceive the edge or the ending. And as you swim deeper, you’ll get to see the wonder. = )
Ayi: *nosebleed*
Jesus: Why are you acting like that? Hehe. I want you to enjoy every moment Sweetie. I don’t want you to rush things. I won’t allow you to use a speedboat, dash it to the deep part of the sea, and jump. You’ll get drowned if you do that. I want you to relish the plans I’m revealing in your life little by little.
Enjoy the wide blue sky. It’s My love for you. And besides the hue of the ocean is only the reflection of the atmosphere, right? You don’t have to be troubled about the future. What will I do next? How will I do that? When will it happen? Etc. Etc.
Trust me completely. Just take only one step at a time. You’ll never know, I might order a submarine, and allow you to ride in. Hehe. I love you Sweetie. And that makes everything worthwhile. = )
Ayi: (As usual, I am speechless. I only gazed upon His marvel.)
Jesus stretched out His arms, and He’s about to give me a big embrace. I never hesitated. I moved closer. I felt His rigid and yet loving arms wrapped around me. Then He whispered. “I’m starving. What do we have for dinner? Hehe. I love you.”
---The End---
Ayi
04/28/10
Monday, May 10, 2010
Friday, January 8, 2010
a coffee date with.. JESUS = )
Ayi: Hi Jesus! Sorry I’m late. =D
Jesus: Hi sweetie. It’s fine. I’m used to it. Joke. Haha!
Ayi: Aw! Hihi. I am sorry. Have You ordered your coffee? I think we have a lot of things to talk about.
Jesus: I don’t need coffee. Remember? I’m the Living Water. Hehe. Just kidding, just order me a toffee nut frappuccino.
Ayi: Coming up Sir! This is my treat. = ) I’ll just subtract this to my offering for the next month, hehe. Just kidding.
Jesus: Ehem.
*I ordered two frappuccino. I gave the other one then I sat down in front of Him. Then He smiled. I smiled back and then…
Ayi: Their coffee tastes really good. (inhale, exhale) I can’t believe You have time to have a date with me. The fact that You are so busy especially this year end. Where there are so many prayer requests, so many thanksgiving party for You, etc.
Jesus: Of course sweetie, I do have time for you. Always. = )
Ayi: Thank You so much. I just want to thank You for everything. For the things happened to me this year. It was very colorful. It was color black when I had an appendix surgery. It was color red when I had the chance to attend numerous g12 conferences. It was green when we had overflowing youthnet celebration. It was yellow when I’m dealing with my twelve. It was orange when I got closer to my family. It was blue when I experienced slight heartache. It was gray when ondoy affected our anniversary and church members. It was gold when I had a consistent devotion time with You. And many other wonderful colors that made my 2009 a rainbow. = )
*Jesus never spoke a word, He just gave me the sweetest smile ever. And it melted me. I started to cry. (tears of joy of course)
Ayi: You’ve been very faithful. You’ve been so kind, so patient and so loving. You never failed me. Once again You showed me how awesome and how true You are to Your Word. I had many mischievous acts this year. I’ve been stubborn. I’ve been disobedient. And yet You never get tired of reminding me how much You love me. You never allowed me to go further. You always amazed me. And when I’m having a lukewarm relationship with You, you always lead me to the cross. You are just so wonderful.
*Jesus was just listening and sipping His frappuccino. (I wondered why?) And yet I continued talking.
Ayi: Lord, 2010 is coming. I’m excited. I don’t know why. Maybe because I’m just expecting something greater from You. I mean higher and bigger things will happen in my life. I don’t have any new year’s resolution. Oh-uhmm. Maybe just one I’ll love you more. Because when my love for You grows deeper, my life will get better. Even the smallest and practical things will be in order. Lord, there’s only one thing I ask. Help me to be fruitful next year. I hardly wanted to complete my twelve. = ( And our church’s target for 2010 is overwhelming. I can’t do it without Your help. With regards to my career, it doesn’t matter to me anymore. Wahaha! Just kidding. Thy will be done. = ) I still have to win my officemates. That’s my marketplace.
*Jesus was about to finish His frap. I continued talking.
Ayi: Lord, thank You for my cute niece, mia faith. = ) She’s a beautiful gift to our family this year. I’m so grateful also to what You’ve been done to our family for the whole year. All of us were serving You seriously. I think daddy’s so proud of us. = ) Aw. I miss daddypot. Can you please hug him for me?
Lord, I haven’t met my prince charming this year. Will I meet him next year? wahaha! I can’t put this issue off. Hehe. I am sorry. You’re the Boss. You know me well. I still go for Your will. = )
*Jesus finished His coffee. And I haven’t sipped my frap. Then he said..
Jesus: You are so talkative. Wahaha! You never give me a chance to react on your stories. Hehe. But I love it. = ) I love it when you are so open. When you pour out your heart to me. When you are being honest to me. I just love it. = ) It’s like a sweet song to my ears. = )
Oh well, all I can say is that: I LOVE YOU. Nothing else matters but my unbeatable love for you. What you experienced this year was nothing compared to what I will do to you next year. =p So better be ready! Hehe. I’ll do greater, higher, deeper, wider, all –ers in your life. I’m glad that you appreciate the things I have done in your life. I think you had an improvement. Your grade this year is 74.9%? Haha! Ofcourse not! Hmm. I’ll give you 100%! But next year give me 200%! Hehe. There’s also one thing that I’ll request. ENTRUST TO ME YOUR 2010 COMPLETELY, WHOLLY AND FULLY. That’s it. You don’t have to worry about anything. I am what I am. I know what I am doing. I am your GOD, your Creator, your JESUS, your Savior, and your HOLY SPIRIT, your everything. = ) Heller?What more can you ask for? Remember my Word for you lately: There will be no more delay; On that day; I will show you my wonder; and something will be completed next year. What does it all mean? Ofcourse it’s still a secret. =p A thing you have to claim and to discover.
*As He was talking, I am just staring. That was all-powerful.
Ayi: Lord, You know what? This moment is so inexplicable. I wish this moment could last forever. Can we do this coffee date everyday? But I don’t have enough money to treat You. =D So bless me. Haha! I love you Lord. (sigh) That’s all I can say for now.
Jesus: I love you too sweetie. Thanks for the treat. Frappuccino tasted really good. Next time, can you add banoffee pie or something to eat? Hehe. I love you. = )
---the end---
12/31/09
ayi
Jesus: Hi sweetie. It’s fine. I’m used to it. Joke. Haha!
Ayi: Aw! Hihi. I am sorry. Have You ordered your coffee? I think we have a lot of things to talk about.
Jesus: I don’t need coffee. Remember? I’m the Living Water. Hehe. Just kidding, just order me a toffee nut frappuccino.
Ayi: Coming up Sir! This is my treat. = ) I’ll just subtract this to my offering for the next month, hehe. Just kidding.
Jesus: Ehem.
*I ordered two frappuccino. I gave the other one then I sat down in front of Him. Then He smiled. I smiled back and then…
Ayi: Their coffee tastes really good. (inhale, exhale) I can’t believe You have time to have a date with me. The fact that You are so busy especially this year end. Where there are so many prayer requests, so many thanksgiving party for You, etc.
Jesus: Of course sweetie, I do have time for you. Always. = )
Ayi: Thank You so much. I just want to thank You for everything. For the things happened to me this year. It was very colorful. It was color black when I had an appendix surgery. It was color red when I had the chance to attend numerous g12 conferences. It was green when we had overflowing youthnet celebration. It was yellow when I’m dealing with my twelve. It was orange when I got closer to my family. It was blue when I experienced slight heartache. It was gray when ondoy affected our anniversary and church members. It was gold when I had a consistent devotion time with You. And many other wonderful colors that made my 2009 a rainbow. = )
*Jesus never spoke a word, He just gave me the sweetest smile ever. And it melted me. I started to cry. (tears of joy of course)
Ayi: You’ve been very faithful. You’ve been so kind, so patient and so loving. You never failed me. Once again You showed me how awesome and how true You are to Your Word. I had many mischievous acts this year. I’ve been stubborn. I’ve been disobedient. And yet You never get tired of reminding me how much You love me. You never allowed me to go further. You always amazed me. And when I’m having a lukewarm relationship with You, you always lead me to the cross. You are just so wonderful.
*Jesus was just listening and sipping His frappuccino. (I wondered why?) And yet I continued talking.
Ayi: Lord, 2010 is coming. I’m excited. I don’t know why. Maybe because I’m just expecting something greater from You. I mean higher and bigger things will happen in my life. I don’t have any new year’s resolution. Oh-uhmm. Maybe just one I’ll love you more. Because when my love for You grows deeper, my life will get better. Even the smallest and practical things will be in order. Lord, there’s only one thing I ask. Help me to be fruitful next year. I hardly wanted to complete my twelve. = ( And our church’s target for 2010 is overwhelming. I can’t do it without Your help. With regards to my career, it doesn’t matter to me anymore. Wahaha! Just kidding. Thy will be done. = ) I still have to win my officemates. That’s my marketplace.
*Jesus was about to finish His frap. I continued talking.
Ayi: Lord, thank You for my cute niece, mia faith. = ) She’s a beautiful gift to our family this year. I’m so grateful also to what You’ve been done to our family for the whole year. All of us were serving You seriously. I think daddy’s so proud of us. = ) Aw. I miss daddypot. Can you please hug him for me?
Lord, I haven’t met my prince charming this year. Will I meet him next year? wahaha! I can’t put this issue off. Hehe. I am sorry. You’re the Boss. You know me well. I still go for Your will. = )
*Jesus finished His coffee. And I haven’t sipped my frap. Then he said..
Jesus: You are so talkative. Wahaha! You never give me a chance to react on your stories. Hehe. But I love it. = ) I love it when you are so open. When you pour out your heart to me. When you are being honest to me. I just love it. = ) It’s like a sweet song to my ears. = )
Oh well, all I can say is that: I LOVE YOU. Nothing else matters but my unbeatable love for you. What you experienced this year was nothing compared to what I will do to you next year. =p So better be ready! Hehe. I’ll do greater, higher, deeper, wider, all –ers in your life. I’m glad that you appreciate the things I have done in your life. I think you had an improvement. Your grade this year is 74.9%? Haha! Ofcourse not! Hmm. I’ll give you 100%! But next year give me 200%! Hehe. There’s also one thing that I’ll request. ENTRUST TO ME YOUR 2010 COMPLETELY, WHOLLY AND FULLY. That’s it. You don’t have to worry about anything. I am what I am. I know what I am doing. I am your GOD, your Creator, your JESUS, your Savior, and your HOLY SPIRIT, your everything. = ) Heller?What more can you ask for? Remember my Word for you lately: There will be no more delay; On that day; I will show you my wonder; and something will be completed next year. What does it all mean? Ofcourse it’s still a secret. =p A thing you have to claim and to discover.
*As He was talking, I am just staring. That was all-powerful.
Ayi: Lord, You know what? This moment is so inexplicable. I wish this moment could last forever. Can we do this coffee date everyday? But I don’t have enough money to treat You. =D So bless me. Haha! I love you Lord. (sigh) That’s all I can say for now.
Jesus: I love you too sweetie. Thanks for the treat. Frappuccino tasted really good. Next time, can you add banoffee pie or something to eat? Hehe. I love you. = )
---the end---
12/31/09
ayi
Friday, October 30, 2009
farewell 23; hello 24! = )
Dear Lord,
My 23rd year of my life has been so wonderful in many ways! It’s because of Your love for me. I can’t thank You enough for all the amazing things You’ve shown me.
In my career, You did not allow me to resign and leave my work because there was a purpose. I had a great relationship with my oh-so-nice boss and officemates. I was able to use and maximize my medical benefit of my company during my appendix surgery. Thanks also for not letting my appendix explode and ruin my stomach! You are truly incredible Lord! In those circumstances, You are beyond doubt my Healer and my Provider. ^^
In my ministry, You took me to a higher level of my service. You allowed me to attend overwhelming G12 conferences that really caught my heart on fire. You pushed me to be more responsible and accountable to my cell members and disciples. You have stretched my faith during youth net celebration and during our church anniversary, and You never failed me. You have given me the passion and the opportunity to share Your word to my officemates. (Which I have to continue right now) You have anointed me more in my service for worship leading. (Oh well, I’m not still sure of my voice if it got better, hehe) Thank You for all the added disciples, and I pray they will all last. All the praises and glory belongs only to You.
In my family, You made me to be more supportive to my Mom. You made me miss my Dad. But it’s fine, You’re my Comforter. You have been faithful to my Kuya Aris’ family. You have gifted Kuya Jonas a baby girl. You allowed Kuya Macoy to get marry soon. You have blessed us so much. You made us love each other even more. Thank You because we are all serving You with all our hearts. The promise You have given to my Daddy, (But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord) it all came to pass.
In myself, You have blessed me with loyal and lovable friends. You made me chubbier, hehe. You shook off everything that was hindering me to move forward. You made me closer to You. And that was the most important thing happened in my 23rd year of my life. That was the greatest among everything. My relationship with You got deeper and stronger. Never been this close to You before. And I’m so much glad with that. You woke me up every morning to commune with You. You never allowed me to sleep without spending time with You. You made me consistent in my devotional time. You taught me so many things. You have dealt a lot of fleshy attitudes. Some were just fine; some were learned the hard way. And yet I’m so grateful with that. You showed me much of your perfect plans in my life. You have made me love you even more. You made me realized that it’s all about You. = )
Lord, I can’t write here everything that You have done. I just can’t thank You enough for all the provisions You allowed me to experience. Thanks and I love You Lord. That’s all I can say. = )
And now, as I enter my 24th year, I will just entrust to You everything and my whole being. I just want to get even closer to You, closer to Your heart. My only prayer is that, I may walk following Your will and instructions in my life. I just want to know You more. I just want to be more sensitive. I just want to be filled with Your Word. I just want to please You. I need Your help and Your power to do these things.
I don’t know what’s in store for me in the coming year, but would You take full control over it? You knew me well. You are the author and finisher of my life. If my relationship with You is right and firm, everything will follow, my career, my ministry and my family will be just right!
I’m excited to what are you going to show me this coming year. May it be more fruitful and more colorful! I love You Lord. Thanks for everything.
Your girl,
Ayi / Hannah
My 23rd year of my life has been so wonderful in many ways! It’s because of Your love for me. I can’t thank You enough for all the amazing things You’ve shown me.
In my career, You did not allow me to resign and leave my work because there was a purpose. I had a great relationship with my oh-so-nice boss and officemates. I was able to use and maximize my medical benefit of my company during my appendix surgery. Thanks also for not letting my appendix explode and ruin my stomach! You are truly incredible Lord! In those circumstances, You are beyond doubt my Healer and my Provider. ^^
In my ministry, You took me to a higher level of my service. You allowed me to attend overwhelming G12 conferences that really caught my heart on fire. You pushed me to be more responsible and accountable to my cell members and disciples. You have stretched my faith during youth net celebration and during our church anniversary, and You never failed me. You have given me the passion and the opportunity to share Your word to my officemates. (Which I have to continue right now) You have anointed me more in my service for worship leading. (Oh well, I’m not still sure of my voice if it got better, hehe) Thank You for all the added disciples, and I pray they will all last. All the praises and glory belongs only to You.
In my family, You made me to be more supportive to my Mom. You made me miss my Dad. But it’s fine, You’re my Comforter. You have been faithful to my Kuya Aris’ family. You have gifted Kuya Jonas a baby girl. You allowed Kuya Macoy to get marry soon. You have blessed us so much. You made us love each other even more. Thank You because we are all serving You with all our hearts. The promise You have given to my Daddy, (But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord) it all came to pass.
In myself, You have blessed me with loyal and lovable friends. You made me chubbier, hehe. You shook off everything that was hindering me to move forward. You made me closer to You. And that was the most important thing happened in my 23rd year of my life. That was the greatest among everything. My relationship with You got deeper and stronger. Never been this close to You before. And I’m so much glad with that. You woke me up every morning to commune with You. You never allowed me to sleep without spending time with You. You made me consistent in my devotional time. You taught me so many things. You have dealt a lot of fleshy attitudes. Some were just fine; some were learned the hard way. And yet I’m so grateful with that. You showed me much of your perfect plans in my life. You have made me love you even more. You made me realized that it’s all about You. = )
Lord, I can’t write here everything that You have done. I just can’t thank You enough for all the provisions You allowed me to experience. Thanks and I love You Lord. That’s all I can say. = )
And now, as I enter my 24th year, I will just entrust to You everything and my whole being. I just want to get even closer to You, closer to Your heart. My only prayer is that, I may walk following Your will and instructions in my life. I just want to know You more. I just want to be more sensitive. I just want to be filled with Your Word. I just want to please You. I need Your help and Your power to do these things.
I don’t know what’s in store for me in the coming year, but would You take full control over it? You knew me well. You are the author and finisher of my life. If my relationship with You is right and firm, everything will follow, my career, my ministry and my family will be just right!
I’m excited to what are you going to show me this coming year. May it be more fruitful and more colorful! I love You Lord. Thanks for everything.
Your girl,
Ayi / Hannah
Monday, October 5, 2009
sweetest zillion dollar smile
September 21, 2009
Everything was only a dream, but it’s playing on my mind over and over again.
I dreamt of this few weeks ago, and I’m remembering it most of the time. It was somewhat “horror” at the beginning, hehe. But it had an amazing twist in the end.
This is how the story goes:
I was sitting on a room then suddenly a “normal” man from nowhere entered and started singing. I felt no harm, because it was just normal, he looked ordinary, nothing to be anxious about. Then the man started to change his feature and his voice altered. I couldn’t remember, but I knew in my dream that he was from the enemy, from the devil. But of course I started to rebuke him. I’m beginning to cast him out in the name of Jesus Christ. It didn’t last long, he was defeated right away.
After that scenario, I rested; I was all sweaty and sticky. I felt tired from struggling against that enemy. I took my sit to relax.
Then there’s another one who’s coming. But this time, I really didn’t feel any danger; I felt peace because it was JESUS. = ) He came near to where I was sitting. He looked at me. Then He smiled. Oh man, that was the sweetest smile I’ve ever seen in my entire life. My jaw dropped. My heart stopped for a while. I held my breath. My muscles paralyzed for a moment. I couldn’t move. That was so awesome! His smile was all perfect. There was a bright light that radiated in His wonderful smile. It was unfathomable. All my worries, fears, and exhaustion just slipped away in an instant. I saw His teeth, so white so heavenly! *sigh* I was stuck in that moment, just staring in His astonishing and superb smile.
Then He sat beside me. I felt honored and oh-so-grateful. He didn’t spoke a word. And then, I started talking to Jesus. I was like a little girl narrating stories to my daddy. It was a very comfortable and tranquil conversation. I told Him what happened earlier that an enemy tried to scare me. Jesus was just listening and smiling again (oh my, it was really melting). Imagine that guys, He’s just looking at my sweaty face and He’s just carefully and gently listening plus He’s smiling tenderly. I felt secured. I felt peace that passes’ all understanding. I felt loved.
If I could just have a supernatural camera to capture that blissful moment *sigh*. I couldn’t remember the rest of that dream. The most important thing is that Jesus’ smile left a mark in my heart, in my mind and in my soul. I woke up that morning smiling. = ) That was remarkable. I thanked Jesus right away.
From that significant night, I’m always praying to the Lord that I want and I long to see His smile again. Until now, Jesus still doesn’t let me to dream of His smile again.
The Lord impressed to me just a few minutes ago that if I desire to see His magnificent smile again, I have to do something. I should “make” Him smile again. How? Spend more time with Him (pray, read His Word, worship). Serve Him more (win more souls, disciple). Love Jesus further.
*sigh* I can’t wait to see a glimpse of that sweetest zillion-dollar-smile all over again. ^_____^
Everything was only a dream, but it’s playing on my mind over and over again.
I dreamt of this few weeks ago, and I’m remembering it most of the time. It was somewhat “horror” at the beginning, hehe. But it had an amazing twist in the end.
This is how the story goes:
I was sitting on a room then suddenly a “normal” man from nowhere entered and started singing. I felt no harm, because it was just normal, he looked ordinary, nothing to be anxious about. Then the man started to change his feature and his voice altered. I couldn’t remember, but I knew in my dream that he was from the enemy, from the devil. But of course I started to rebuke him. I’m beginning to cast him out in the name of Jesus Christ. It didn’t last long, he was defeated right away.
After that scenario, I rested; I was all sweaty and sticky. I felt tired from struggling against that enemy. I took my sit to relax.
Then there’s another one who’s coming. But this time, I really didn’t feel any danger; I felt peace because it was JESUS. = ) He came near to where I was sitting. He looked at me. Then He smiled. Oh man, that was the sweetest smile I’ve ever seen in my entire life. My jaw dropped. My heart stopped for a while. I held my breath. My muscles paralyzed for a moment. I couldn’t move. That was so awesome! His smile was all perfect. There was a bright light that radiated in His wonderful smile. It was unfathomable. All my worries, fears, and exhaustion just slipped away in an instant. I saw His teeth, so white so heavenly! *sigh* I was stuck in that moment, just staring in His astonishing and superb smile.
Then He sat beside me. I felt honored and oh-so-grateful. He didn’t spoke a word. And then, I started talking to Jesus. I was like a little girl narrating stories to my daddy. It was a very comfortable and tranquil conversation. I told Him what happened earlier that an enemy tried to scare me. Jesus was just listening and smiling again (oh my, it was really melting). Imagine that guys, He’s just looking at my sweaty face and He’s just carefully and gently listening plus He’s smiling tenderly. I felt secured. I felt peace that passes’ all understanding. I felt loved.
If I could just have a supernatural camera to capture that blissful moment *sigh*. I couldn’t remember the rest of that dream. The most important thing is that Jesus’ smile left a mark in my heart, in my mind and in my soul. I woke up that morning smiling. = ) That was remarkable. I thanked Jesus right away.
From that significant night, I’m always praying to the Lord that I want and I long to see His smile again. Until now, Jesus still doesn’t let me to dream of His smile again.
The Lord impressed to me just a few minutes ago that if I desire to see His magnificent smile again, I have to do something. I should “make” Him smile again. How? Spend more time with Him (pray, read His Word, worship). Serve Him more (win more souls, disciple). Love Jesus further.
*sigh* I can’t wait to see a glimpse of that sweetest zillion-dollar-smile all over again. ^_____^
little they know
August 10, 2009
People spend 24 hours of their lives in different things.
And yet they can’t spend even just a minute in talking to God.
Little they know that He actually gave those 24 hours of their lives.
People often pay little attention to their spiritual life.
They are always busy, so little time, or no time at all.
Little they know that it is the most vital part in ones’ life.
People always find happiness with their friends, gimmicks, parties, etc.
They find it ridiculous when it comes to “Jesus” matters.
Little they know that He is the real source of joy-a genuine meaning of happiness.
People take all kinds of medicine, vitamins, food supplements, etc. to make themselves healthy.
And yet different kind of sicknesses and illnesses are attacking them.
Little they know that they only need is the greatest physician of all times – Jesus.
People are always having fond of reading magazines, newspapers, latest showbiz updates, informational books, etc.
And find it boring and corny in reading God’s Word.
Little they know that the Bible is full of wisdom – wisdom that is beyond human explanation and imagination.
People love music.
They find godly music as dull and uninteresting genre of all times.
Little they know that God made music. He himself is a beautiful instrument to the ears.
People strive very hard to earn money and survive.
And yet they still lack and insufficient.
Little they know that God gave the power to produce wealth. And He is the ultimate provider.
People do get hurt, lonely and sad.
They seek belongingness and healing to other people, and yet, still rejected.
Little they know that God can take away that sadness and turn it into gladness.
People always look and search for true love.
And yet they are still cheated, betrayed, and left behind.
Little they know God prepared someone for them that can give indisputable love.
People prioritize their family.
And yet husbands and wives part ways. Children rebel against their parents.
Little they know that when God is the foundation of their family, everything’s under control.
People do have a lot of problems and sufferings.
They tend to blame God for everything.
Little they know that it’s just a consequence of their past doings. And yet God is still willing to
fix and arrange it even if He does not have anything to do with it.
People always say “I’ll serve Him when I already have the time”
Well in fact, they have all the time. They even have the time to watch movies, etc.
Little they know that it’s actually a big opportunity to serve God.
People save money for future investment, or for emergencies.
They find it unwise giving the 10% of their earnings to God.
Little they know that giving their tithes is the key to Heaven’s windows and gates of blessing.
People easily believe, have faith, and look up to people that are famous and rich.
They appreciate those people so much, even if those people didn’t do anything to their lives. But neglecting what Jesus did on the cross.
Little they know that Jesus gave us His life to rescue and show His perfect love for us.
People really don’t know what and who they are missing. They worked so much and yet harvested so little. They are trying to have everything and still got nothing. Why don’t they give their lives to the One who made all these things? The Creator and the Maker of the universe. The Beginning and the End. The Savior of the world. The Greatest Lover of souls. The God of Heaven and Earth. He is all you need. Because in Jesus, you will find, see, and experience genuine and indisputable contentment and happiness in life. ^^
People spend 24 hours of their lives in different things.
And yet they can’t spend even just a minute in talking to God.
Little they know that He actually gave those 24 hours of their lives.
People often pay little attention to their spiritual life.
They are always busy, so little time, or no time at all.
Little they know that it is the most vital part in ones’ life.
People always find happiness with their friends, gimmicks, parties, etc.
They find it ridiculous when it comes to “Jesus” matters.
Little they know that He is the real source of joy-a genuine meaning of happiness.
People take all kinds of medicine, vitamins, food supplements, etc. to make themselves healthy.
And yet different kind of sicknesses and illnesses are attacking them.
Little they know that they only need is the greatest physician of all times – Jesus.
People are always having fond of reading magazines, newspapers, latest showbiz updates, informational books, etc.
And find it boring and corny in reading God’s Word.
Little they know that the Bible is full of wisdom – wisdom that is beyond human explanation and imagination.
People love music.
They find godly music as dull and uninteresting genre of all times.
Little they know that God made music. He himself is a beautiful instrument to the ears.
People strive very hard to earn money and survive.
And yet they still lack and insufficient.
Little they know that God gave the power to produce wealth. And He is the ultimate provider.
People do get hurt, lonely and sad.
They seek belongingness and healing to other people, and yet, still rejected.
Little they know that God can take away that sadness and turn it into gladness.
People always look and search for true love.
And yet they are still cheated, betrayed, and left behind.
Little they know God prepared someone for them that can give indisputable love.
People prioritize their family.
And yet husbands and wives part ways. Children rebel against their parents.
Little they know that when God is the foundation of their family, everything’s under control.
People do have a lot of problems and sufferings.
They tend to blame God for everything.
Little they know that it’s just a consequence of their past doings. And yet God is still willing to
fix and arrange it even if He does not have anything to do with it.
People always say “I’ll serve Him when I already have the time”
Well in fact, they have all the time. They even have the time to watch movies, etc.
Little they know that it’s actually a big opportunity to serve God.
People save money for future investment, or for emergencies.
They find it unwise giving the 10% of their earnings to God.
Little they know that giving their tithes is the key to Heaven’s windows and gates of blessing.
People easily believe, have faith, and look up to people that are famous and rich.
They appreciate those people so much, even if those people didn’t do anything to their lives. But neglecting what Jesus did on the cross.
Little they know that Jesus gave us His life to rescue and show His perfect love for us.
People really don’t know what and who they are missing. They worked so much and yet harvested so little. They are trying to have everything and still got nothing. Why don’t they give their lives to the One who made all these things? The Creator and the Maker of the universe. The Beginning and the End. The Savior of the world. The Greatest Lover of souls. The God of Heaven and Earth. He is all you need. Because in Jesus, you will find, see, and experience genuine and indisputable contentment and happiness in life. ^^
apply it and change
July 25, 2009
I attended a 3-days G12 conference (07/23-07/25,’09). Oh men, it’s like I attended an encounter over and over again. I paid only 300 pesos. But I think that would not be enough to pay the things that the Lord showed me during those 3 days. I’m not sure how many plenaries we had. Well, if there were 20 plenaries, I cried 19 times, hehe. For all you know, pinoy pastors who shared there were really anointed by God. You can feel the presence of God in their lives, they are really a living testimony. In the plenaries, oh men, it was so unexplainable, as if the Lord was talking to me directly. My eyes were really opened wide. (Oh yeah, I got 2 big eyes, but it still grew bigger, hehe). I listened tentatively. I took down notes. (I wish I took my steno subject in high school seriously so that I could use it, hehe) Because everything the pastors had said were all very important. I can’t afford to blink an eye, to put down my pen, or to talk to my mom right next to me because the Words were really like a 2-edged sword that’s penetrating thru my heart, my bones, and my veins. Oh well, the pastors kept on saying these words “you’re not here to learn, but to change.” Of course, it struck my heart. What’s the purpose of that kind of conferences or trainings to me if I won’t change? I won’t elaborate all here what’s the Lord had said to me. I just can’t contain it here. But I’ll just site some: About the ark, which represents the very presence of God in my life; the vision; living in the cross, and giving back the throne in my heart to the Lord; being fruitful; loving God; loving His people; conquering spirit; the power of my words; that I’m from Joshua generation. I’ve recommitted my life to Him, in all His ways.
Okay, I know you do not understand what I am saying here. But the bottom line here is this: I have received so much from the Lord during those 3 days, incomparable and priceless corrections and wisdom. And the most important thing here is..APPLICATION! To see the change in me.
Okay, I always feel that way. That every time I am attending a seminar or conference, it feels like I’m recharging. It’s like I’m loading my armalite and shoot afterwards. And then, I know right after those kinds of conferences, somebody or something will attack me to test everything I’ve received from the Lord. It’s not necessarily the devil, but of course he’s watching. It’s sometimes, myself!
So here’s what happened: TEST NO. 1: right after the conference, just a couple of minutes had passed. My mom and I rode a taxi. We were so overwhelmed about what the Lord had done to us. We were not talking to each other, I don’t know why we were not having chats. Maybe we’re still in the presence of the Lord that time. And then we’re about to go to Pasig, our church, because we’ll be having our youth net. I’m so excited this time. I just can’t shake the fire burning deep inside my heart (it’s a song, hehe) I want to share the faya (fire, hehe) within me to my disciples. And then we drove along Edsa, my mom said we should go thru Santolan to shorten the travelling time. Okay, I looked to the fare meter, still fine. A little bit of traffic. When we reached the highway going to Libis, there was a heavy traffic. So in short, the driver changed the route, we were confident that he knew the way. But sad to say, he really didn’t know the way. The fare meter started to drop faster. I will pay twice the price I’ve paid last night; it’s just all because of the driver’s fault. It’s as if he toured us in Marikina, Santolan, and around the world. My hot temper tried to entice me. I wanted to react negatively. But oops! Here’s the Spirit reminded me the things I’ve received in the seminar earlier. So I just turned my music on and listened to “filled with joy”. So I thought I passed the first test. And then, here’s my mom. She started to make sort-of-ugly-faces. She started to whisper something that’s negative about the driver. Her eyebrows started to rise. And that face of my mom, if you know her, you’ll understand me, hehe. That face, started to tickle my temper. I wanted to react negatively. But oops! Here comes the Spirit to the rescue again. Gladly, I didn’t react ^^ So we reached our destination paying twice the price last night with a smile ^^ I passed the first test. Yes!
TEST NO.2: and after our joyride, hehe. I’m about to fetch my cell members somewhere in Pasig also. I kept on texting my disciples, where are they that moment. Are they already prepared? etc. etc. No one’s replying. Not a single a b c. So I have no idea where are they that time. Isn’t that great? (Sarcastic tone) After a while, one of them replied. I’m excited to open my inbox. She said “ate ayi, can’t come because tooooot…I won’t say the reason for her own safety, hehe. It’s me who’s the Lord is dealing with anyway. My heart walked in the edge of breaking and being patient. I inhaled, exhaled. I remembered the word “love” I heard earlier in the conference. ^^ So I replied to her with so much love. ^^ and I convinced her to attend. So I passed the 2nd test. ^^
TEST NO. 3: and then, as I reached to the place where I’ll fetch my cell members, they’re not still prepared! They’re not yet dressed, etc. etc, to think that our youth net is about to start. Oh my! my flesh is whispering “ayi, sampulan mo na cla, wahaha!” but the Spirit of the Lord still prevailed ^^ The Lord said to me as the dust and the pollution slammed to my sweaty face (the sun was so hot that time, nakikisama ba, hehe) “Ayi, don’t let those simple things quench the fire, kakatapos lang ng conference, inaabangan ka ng mga masasamang elemento kung pano ka magrereact sa mga makikita at maririnig mo, if you’re really decided to change and apply what you have received from Me” And in that moment, I said “okay Lord, get it” My cell members came late, but I still greeted them with a smile ^^ I passed the 3rd test. Yes!
You know what? I can’t afford to miss those kind of conferences because it’s an opportunity, an open door for me to change. And yes, I have decided to change. I don’t want to be foolish in the eyes of the Lord. I don’t want to be just hearer or listener of the Word but to be a doer. It’s just a matter of entrusting the throne of my heart to the One who really owns it, and crucify my flesh at the cross. ^^ If I change, everything changes. Apply it! Apply it! Apply it! And change! ^^
I attended a 3-days G12 conference (07/23-07/25,’09). Oh men, it’s like I attended an encounter over and over again. I paid only 300 pesos. But I think that would not be enough to pay the things that the Lord showed me during those 3 days. I’m not sure how many plenaries we had. Well, if there were 20 plenaries, I cried 19 times, hehe. For all you know, pinoy pastors who shared there were really anointed by God. You can feel the presence of God in their lives, they are really a living testimony. In the plenaries, oh men, it was so unexplainable, as if the Lord was talking to me directly. My eyes were really opened wide. (Oh yeah, I got 2 big eyes, but it still grew bigger, hehe). I listened tentatively. I took down notes. (I wish I took my steno subject in high school seriously so that I could use it, hehe) Because everything the pastors had said were all very important. I can’t afford to blink an eye, to put down my pen, or to talk to my mom right next to me because the Words were really like a 2-edged sword that’s penetrating thru my heart, my bones, and my veins. Oh well, the pastors kept on saying these words “you’re not here to learn, but to change.” Of course, it struck my heart. What’s the purpose of that kind of conferences or trainings to me if I won’t change? I won’t elaborate all here what’s the Lord had said to me. I just can’t contain it here. But I’ll just site some: About the ark, which represents the very presence of God in my life; the vision; living in the cross, and giving back the throne in my heart to the Lord; being fruitful; loving God; loving His people; conquering spirit; the power of my words; that I’m from Joshua generation. I’ve recommitted my life to Him, in all His ways.
Okay, I know you do not understand what I am saying here. But the bottom line here is this: I have received so much from the Lord during those 3 days, incomparable and priceless corrections and wisdom. And the most important thing here is..APPLICATION! To see the change in me.
Okay, I always feel that way. That every time I am attending a seminar or conference, it feels like I’m recharging. It’s like I’m loading my armalite and shoot afterwards. And then, I know right after those kinds of conferences, somebody or something will attack me to test everything I’ve received from the Lord. It’s not necessarily the devil, but of course he’s watching. It’s sometimes, myself!
So here’s what happened: TEST NO. 1: right after the conference, just a couple of minutes had passed. My mom and I rode a taxi. We were so overwhelmed about what the Lord had done to us. We were not talking to each other, I don’t know why we were not having chats. Maybe we’re still in the presence of the Lord that time. And then we’re about to go to Pasig, our church, because we’ll be having our youth net. I’m so excited this time. I just can’t shake the fire burning deep inside my heart (it’s a song, hehe) I want to share the faya (fire, hehe) within me to my disciples. And then we drove along Edsa, my mom said we should go thru Santolan to shorten the travelling time. Okay, I looked to the fare meter, still fine. A little bit of traffic. When we reached the highway going to Libis, there was a heavy traffic. So in short, the driver changed the route, we were confident that he knew the way. But sad to say, he really didn’t know the way. The fare meter started to drop faster. I will pay twice the price I’ve paid last night; it’s just all because of the driver’s fault. It’s as if he toured us in Marikina, Santolan, and around the world. My hot temper tried to entice me. I wanted to react negatively. But oops! Here’s the Spirit reminded me the things I’ve received in the seminar earlier. So I just turned my music on and listened to “filled with joy”. So I thought I passed the first test. And then, here’s my mom. She started to make sort-of-ugly-faces. She started to whisper something that’s negative about the driver. Her eyebrows started to rise. And that face of my mom, if you know her, you’ll understand me, hehe. That face, started to tickle my temper. I wanted to react negatively. But oops! Here comes the Spirit to the rescue again. Gladly, I didn’t react ^^ So we reached our destination paying twice the price last night with a smile ^^ I passed the first test. Yes!
TEST NO.2: and after our joyride, hehe. I’m about to fetch my cell members somewhere in Pasig also. I kept on texting my disciples, where are they that moment. Are they already prepared? etc. etc. No one’s replying. Not a single a b c. So I have no idea where are they that time. Isn’t that great? (Sarcastic tone) After a while, one of them replied. I’m excited to open my inbox. She said “ate ayi, can’t come because tooooot…I won’t say the reason for her own safety, hehe. It’s me who’s the Lord is dealing with anyway. My heart walked in the edge of breaking and being patient. I inhaled, exhaled. I remembered the word “love” I heard earlier in the conference. ^^ So I replied to her with so much love. ^^ and I convinced her to attend. So I passed the 2nd test. ^^
TEST NO. 3: and then, as I reached to the place where I’ll fetch my cell members, they’re not still prepared! They’re not yet dressed, etc. etc, to think that our youth net is about to start. Oh my! my flesh is whispering “ayi, sampulan mo na cla, wahaha!” but the Spirit of the Lord still prevailed ^^ The Lord said to me as the dust and the pollution slammed to my sweaty face (the sun was so hot that time, nakikisama ba, hehe) “Ayi, don’t let those simple things quench the fire, kakatapos lang ng conference, inaabangan ka ng mga masasamang elemento kung pano ka magrereact sa mga makikita at maririnig mo, if you’re really decided to change and apply what you have received from Me” And in that moment, I said “okay Lord, get it” My cell members came late, but I still greeted them with a smile ^^ I passed the 3rd test. Yes!
You know what? I can’t afford to miss those kind of conferences because it’s an opportunity, an open door for me to change. And yes, I have decided to change. I don’t want to be foolish in the eyes of the Lord. I don’t want to be just hearer or listener of the Word but to be a doer. It’s just a matter of entrusting the throne of my heart to the One who really owns it, and crucify my flesh at the cross. ^^ If I change, everything changes. Apply it! Apply it! Apply it! And change! ^^
my twelve girls
June 20, 2009
Jesus: Uhmm..Peter, can I ask you something?
Peter: Of course Lord! You can ask me anything You want =D
Jesus: Do you love me?
Peter: Whoa! Of course Lord! I do love you, with all my heart. = )
Jesus: Okay. ^^ Then feed and take care of my sheep. ^^
I love the Lord. There's no question about that. I'm reading His Word. I'm talking to Him from time to time. I'm singing songs to Him.
But, it's not just like that. He said that I should feed and take care of His sheep to prove my love for Him.
Loving the Lord = loving His people
So the Lord gave me twelve lovely girls to be taken care of. = ) Here they are:
1. Zandy - the talented one. She knows how to sing, dance and act. She's the most maka-"ate ayi" in the group. She's also a cry baby, hehe. She often cries whenever she's touched by the Spirit during praise & worship and Word (mana saken,hehe) hardworking cell leader ^^ (kahit baha, sumusugod paren) one of the persecuted one (ang lulupet ng struggles) . But still chose to continue her service with the Lord. = )
2. Rhoda - the shy type? No. She's not really ashamed of everything. "nahihiya ako ate ayi" is just her favorite line, hehe. But she's the first one to testify in our macronet. ^^ She just needs more confidence about herself. The most secretive girl in the group (pero konting pilit lang,sasabihin ren pala,hehe)the campus cell leader. ^^ She's winning her classmates for the Lord.= )
3. Hanna - the bassist (galing noh?). The "bunsoy" in the group,hehe. I witnessed her "pagdadalaga". She loves yellow so much. She loves to suggest ideas. And it is a great help for me. The inloved one. haha! Because she already met her prince charming (oh well, I'm still praying about them, hehe) I'm proud of her coz' now she's having her cell group again.= )
4. Aina - the most "kikay" in the group, hehe. She's actually my cousin. ^^ She's dreaming big and aiming high about her future. Showbiz girl, hehe. The not-so-talkative-one. But she tried to win our other cousins for the Lord = ) and now, she's praying to have a cellgroup again. = )
5. Ate Grace - my future sister-in-law. ^^ The good listener. She has a very receptive heart. ^^ She's always willing to learn and admit what's not right about her. ^^ She loves photography. She smiles and laughs often. She's currently a post encounter student. I can see that she's growing, in terms of her relationship with the Lord. = )
6. Trudy - my high school friend and classmate. I believe that abbey (her bf, my church mate) was an instrument for her to know the Lord.^^ She has a beautiful voice. She's very vocal about what she feels. She's very open about herself. She tells me everything. (I guess? hehe) the giver. She loves to treat other people. ^^ She's now entering school of leaders 1. And I can see the Lord's move in her life. = )
7. Angel - the serious type in the group. The consistent one in making journals, hehe. She is a potential writer. I love her deep insights. She acts as if she's the eldest among the other girls. I can rely on her coz' she's responsible enough to handle the task I've given her. She often gets sleepy, hehe. I thought I'd lose her, coz she had a plan transferring to other church. But the Lord never allowed it, she stayed. = )
8. Cherrymae - she's my "inaanak",hehe. She looks quiet. But she's not, hehe. She loves to talk and tell stories about herself, her classmates, etc. She used to like "emo" stuff, hehe. She loves music. She's bubbles in the powerpuff girls (I’ll introduce the others later, hehe) She's only 13yrs old but she's currently in school of leaders 2.^^ and soon she'll be a cell leader. = )
9. Kazemere - the quiet type in the group. But she once played the lead role in our mini theatre presentation. ^^ She's also consistent in reading the Bible and prayer of three. She's a very loving "ate" to her younger siblings. She's blossom in the powerpuff girls, hehe. She's also in sol 2. And soon to be a cell leader = )
10. Adelyn - the undiscovered song bird, hehe. She sings well. She's always copying the new songs in the church and learns how to sing it. The quiet and shy type look. But the one who jumps first and "nakikipagkulitan" every praise and worship. She's buttercup in the powerpuff girls,hehe. She's in sol 2 and a future cell leader = )
11. Joanna - the dancing princess. She's new in the group and yet the most talkative, hehe. She's currently a post encounter student, but she brought many of her friends to church and in our cellgroup. (nakakabless talaga!) She loves to take pictures of herself and her friends. (mana saken?haha). I believe that she'll win more souls for the Lord = )
12. Laica - the newest of my girls. But she's willing to serve the Lord. Actually, she's bringing most of her friends too during our net celebrations. she is scheduled for EGW this coming august and I pray that she'll continue walking with the Lord.= )
That's my twelve. = ) Thank God for them. I can't handle them all by myself,(read my blog before this, you'll see there how difficult it is for me, hehe) I need the power of the Lord of course. It takes a lot of love, time and effort to handle these girls. A very deep devotion with the Lord is the main requirement to take care of them. They are not yet perfect. So do I. But we all do have the same purpose, goal and vision. To love God above all. To love people. To win souls for Him. To make disciples.
Jesus: Do you love me Ayi?
Ayi: of course Lord. I love you so much.
Jesus: okay. Then devote your life in discipling and loving them. = )
Jesus: Uhmm..Peter, can I ask you something?
Peter: Of course Lord! You can ask me anything You want =D
Jesus: Do you love me?
Peter: Whoa! Of course Lord! I do love you, with all my heart. = )
Jesus: Okay. ^^ Then feed and take care of my sheep. ^^
I love the Lord. There's no question about that. I'm reading His Word. I'm talking to Him from time to time. I'm singing songs to Him.
But, it's not just like that. He said that I should feed and take care of His sheep to prove my love for Him.
Loving the Lord = loving His people
So the Lord gave me twelve lovely girls to be taken care of. = ) Here they are:
1. Zandy - the talented one. She knows how to sing, dance and act. She's the most maka-"ate ayi" in the group. She's also a cry baby, hehe. She often cries whenever she's touched by the Spirit during praise & worship and Word (mana saken,hehe) hardworking cell leader ^^ (kahit baha, sumusugod paren) one of the persecuted one (ang lulupet ng struggles) . But still chose to continue her service with the Lord. = )
2. Rhoda - the shy type? No. She's not really ashamed of everything. "nahihiya ako ate ayi" is just her favorite line, hehe. But she's the first one to testify in our macronet. ^^ She just needs more confidence about herself. The most secretive girl in the group (pero konting pilit lang,sasabihin ren pala,hehe)the campus cell leader. ^^ She's winning her classmates for the Lord.= )
3. Hanna - the bassist (galing noh?). The "bunsoy" in the group,hehe. I witnessed her "pagdadalaga". She loves yellow so much. She loves to suggest ideas. And it is a great help for me. The inloved one. haha! Because she already met her prince charming (oh well, I'm still praying about them, hehe) I'm proud of her coz' now she's having her cell group again.= )
4. Aina - the most "kikay" in the group, hehe. She's actually my cousin. ^^ She's dreaming big and aiming high about her future. Showbiz girl, hehe. The not-so-talkative-one. But she tried to win our other cousins for the Lord = ) and now, she's praying to have a cellgroup again. = )
5. Ate Grace - my future sister-in-law. ^^ The good listener. She has a very receptive heart. ^^ She's always willing to learn and admit what's not right about her. ^^ She loves photography. She smiles and laughs often. She's currently a post encounter student. I can see that she's growing, in terms of her relationship with the Lord. = )
6. Trudy - my high school friend and classmate. I believe that abbey (her bf, my church mate) was an instrument for her to know the Lord.^^ She has a beautiful voice. She's very vocal about what she feels. She's very open about herself. She tells me everything. (I guess? hehe) the giver. She loves to treat other people. ^^ She's now entering school of leaders 1. And I can see the Lord's move in her life. = )
7. Angel - the serious type in the group. The consistent one in making journals, hehe. She is a potential writer. I love her deep insights. She acts as if she's the eldest among the other girls. I can rely on her coz' she's responsible enough to handle the task I've given her. She often gets sleepy, hehe. I thought I'd lose her, coz she had a plan transferring to other church. But the Lord never allowed it, she stayed. = )
8. Cherrymae - she's my "inaanak",hehe. She looks quiet. But she's not, hehe. She loves to talk and tell stories about herself, her classmates, etc. She used to like "emo" stuff, hehe. She loves music. She's bubbles in the powerpuff girls (I’ll introduce the others later, hehe) She's only 13yrs old but she's currently in school of leaders 2.^^ and soon she'll be a cell leader. = )
9. Kazemere - the quiet type in the group. But she once played the lead role in our mini theatre presentation. ^^ She's also consistent in reading the Bible and prayer of three. She's a very loving "ate" to her younger siblings. She's blossom in the powerpuff girls, hehe. She's also in sol 2. And soon to be a cell leader = )
10. Adelyn - the undiscovered song bird, hehe. She sings well. She's always copying the new songs in the church and learns how to sing it. The quiet and shy type look. But the one who jumps first and "nakikipagkulitan" every praise and worship. She's buttercup in the powerpuff girls,hehe. She's in sol 2 and a future cell leader = )
11. Joanna - the dancing princess. She's new in the group and yet the most talkative, hehe. She's currently a post encounter student, but she brought many of her friends to church and in our cellgroup. (nakakabless talaga!) She loves to take pictures of herself and her friends. (mana saken?haha). I believe that she'll win more souls for the Lord = )
12. Laica - the newest of my girls. But she's willing to serve the Lord. Actually, she's bringing most of her friends too during our net celebrations. she is scheduled for EGW this coming august and I pray that she'll continue walking with the Lord.= )
That's my twelve. = ) Thank God for them. I can't handle them all by myself,(read my blog before this, you'll see there how difficult it is for me, hehe) I need the power of the Lord of course. It takes a lot of love, time and effort to handle these girls. A very deep devotion with the Lord is the main requirement to take care of them. They are not yet perfect. So do I. But we all do have the same purpose, goal and vision. To love God above all. To love people. To win souls for Him. To make disciples.
Jesus: Do you love me Ayi?
Ayi: of course Lord. I love you so much.
Jesus: okay. Then devote your life in discipling and loving them. = )
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