i said everything! (without the cheesy part)

August 7, 2008

Ayi: Lord?
Jesus: Yes Ayi dear?
Ayi: = ‘(
Jesus: I know. I can see you from here. You know what sweetie, I can’t make you whole, if you don’t give me all the pieces.
Ayi: But Lord, I thought I’ve already given you everything?
Jesus: No. You didn’t. You do still have reservations to yourself. & that’s what makes you hurtful. Sweetie, when I say "GIVE ME EVERYTHING" it’s just like a puzzle game. I can’t make the whole picture if some pieces are missing.
Ayi: But how Lord? How can I hand you all the pieces? If some of them were already gone? I don’t even know where to find them. I know it’s my fault, I’ve entrusted some of them to somebody else, numerous times. And they just played with it and then threw it in the air; ripped it (I also believe that the color of some of them were already faded) not knowing how important it is to complete my big picture. = (Will it be whole again?
Jesus: Sweetie, are you forgetting? That’s when my grace comes in. I’ll help you find it all again. But this time, obey me completely.
Ayi: Yes Lord.
Jesus: This is my instruction: when we already found everything, don’t recycle, don’t try to restore the color or the shape. Never ever look at it again. Just hand it to me right away.
Ayi: But Lord I don’t think it’s easy to find those missing ones.
Jesus: Yeah it’s not that easy, because you know what? That’s just a consequence of what you’ve done. You made it difficult. But sweetie, I do love you. I can make it easier, if you’ll just cooperate with me.
Ayi: Okay Lord. Uhmm. Can I ask You something? What are you going to do with the people who threw my puzzle pieces? Will You punish them? = D
Jesus: = D Naughty ayi. It’s a secret. It’s a thing you don’t need to find out. It’s a dealing between Me & them.
Ayi: hehe. I’m just asking. Okay Lord. Uhmm. One last question? When I’ve already
given You all the pieces, I’m sure You will make it whole again, are You going to
keep it? Or are You going to show it to me?
Jesus: I won’t give it to you = p Oh well, but of course I’ll show it to you, maybe a glimpse, hehe. But it’s Mine already, My property. Do you know where will I put it? Here in My home so that angels & everybody here can see the beauty of your big picture sweetie = )
Ayi: Hihi. Okay Lord, no more questions. You’re truly amazing. You’ve turned my loneliness once again to joy. Sorry for everything. I can’t afford to lose You, because You’re all I’ve got. Super thanks! Everything is clear now. I love You. I’ll just obey You.
Jesus: As I’ve said. Give me everything. No reservations. Why don’t you just raise your white flag Ayi? You’re cornered by Me, Me, Me & Me. hehe. You have nowhere to go. Just in My loving arms = ) Give me all the pieces, okay? You’ll see, You’ll be amazed of the indescribable whole picture I’ve made just for you. Because I’ve loved you & will always love you.. = )