it's a matter of OBEDIENCE

June 12, 2006

I can say na sa church na talaga ko nag-mature as a person in all aspects. My dad is a pastor, for a long time, I’ve seen many transitions na nagaganap within the church. But I’m always asking myself na parang ang bagal ng growth namin or even me personally, eventhough di nman nagkulang sa mga seminars, conferences, trainings, camp, etc. I can’t help but tumingin sa mga nangyayari. Bakit ganon, bakit siya, dapat ganito, kasi kung ganto lang sana. But the Lord revealed to me to begin the change within myself. That I should do my part. For a long period din akong naging ‘pasaway’ sa church namin, hehe. Eventhough always present ako sa mga youth camps, trainings, di ko naman nai-aapply sa real life. Until napansin ko na hindi na din ako nagmamature spiritually. Pero the Lord is very gracious, He didn’t allow me na hanggang dun na lang .Na pa-attend attend na lang tapos, tapos na. He didn’t allow me to be stagnant sa spiritual life ko. Until the Lord put into my heart to establish an open cell. From the time na sumunod ako sa move ni Lord, I stopped blaming my daddy, and other people sa mga nangyayari sa church namin. Basta all I know is when I’ll do my part, si Lord na bahala. Nung nagkaroon ako ng cellgroup, dun ko talaga na-feel yung move ni Lord sa life ko. Kaya pala noon, di ko nafeefeel yung growth ko spiritually, it’s because ang dami ko ng alam and hindi ko ma-impart sa ibang tao. Very fulfilling talaga when you follow God’s will for your life. IT’S A MATTER OF OBEDIENCE. Nakakasawa kayang maging stagnant spiritually and maging pasaway, haha! All we need to do is to flow kung anuman ung move ni Lord ngayon. Thanks for reading. God bless us all.