sweetest zillion dollar smile

September 21, 2009

Everything was only a dream, but it’s playing on my mind over and over again.
I dreamt of this few weeks ago, and I’m remembering it most of the time. It was somewhat “horror” at the beginning, hehe. But it had an amazing twist in the end.

This is how the story goes:

I was sitting on a room then suddenly a “normal” man from nowhere entered and started singing. I felt no harm, because it was just normal, he looked ordinary, nothing to be anxious about. Then the man started to change his feature and his voice altered. I couldn’t remember, but I knew in my dream that he was from the enemy, from the devil. But of course I started to rebuke him. I’m beginning to cast him out in the name of Jesus Christ. It didn’t last long, he was defeated right away.

After that scenario, I rested; I was all sweaty and sticky. I felt tired from struggling against that enemy. I took my sit to relax.

Then there’s another one who’s coming. But this time, I really didn’t feel any danger; I felt peace because it was JESUS. = ) He came near to where I was sitting. He looked at me. Then He smiled. Oh man, that was the sweetest smile I’ve ever seen in my entire life. My jaw dropped. My heart stopped for a while. I held my breath. My muscles paralyzed for a moment. I couldn’t move. That was so awesome! His smile was all perfect. There was a bright light that radiated in His wonderful smile. It was unfathomable. All my worries, fears, and exhaustion just slipped away in an instant. I saw His teeth, so white so heavenly! *sigh* I was stuck in that moment, just staring in His astonishing and superb smile.

Then He sat beside me. I felt honored and oh-so-grateful. He didn’t spoke a word. And then, I started talking to Jesus. I was like a little girl narrating stories to my daddy. It was a very comfortable and tranquil conversation. I told Him what happened earlier that an enemy tried to scare me. Jesus was just listening and smiling again (oh my, it was really melting). Imagine that guys, He’s just looking at my sweaty face and He’s just carefully and gently listening plus He’s smiling tenderly. I felt secured. I felt peace that passes’ all understanding. I felt loved.

If I could just have a supernatural camera to capture that blissful moment *sigh*. I couldn’t remember the rest of that dream. The most important thing is that Jesus’ smile left a mark in my heart, in my mind and in my soul. I woke up that morning smiling. = ) That was remarkable. I thanked Jesus right away.

From that significant night, I’m always praying to the Lord that I want and I long to see His smile again. Until now, Jesus still doesn’t let me to dream of His smile again.

The Lord impressed to me just a few minutes ago that if I desire to see His magnificent smile again, I have to do something. I should “make” Him smile again. How? Spend more time with Him (pray, read His Word, worship). Serve Him more (win more souls, disciple). Love Jesus further.

*sigh* I can’t wait to see a glimpse of that sweetest zillion-dollar-smile all over again. ^_____^